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I was once told by a friend that Love is worth fighting for. And I have never forgotten that. But is it worth the pain that it brings to you? I would have to say yes. Is it worth the pain it brings to the other person? I don't know.
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I'm feeling happy right now, I don't know why. But people always try and bring me down. People are always quick to pounce on me, without reason. Never have figured that one out either.
But yeah, even though I have worked 13 hours straight for the last two days, I've actually been in a pretty good mood. Until I come home to my empty house, then I get a little somber, but not depressed or sad, Just lonely.
Yesterday I fixed a customers computer while I was working on his modem and it turns out that he is a retired chief from one the precincts of the LA Fire Dept. He gave me a T-Shirt and a polo-shirt that the guys wore during the World Trade Center rescue op. I was literally stunned! I couldn't believe it. I have recieved alot of 'gifts' from customers, but this was by far one of the best and most personal I have recieved.
Other then that, nothing else to say, well, there is, but I don't want to talk about it as of yet, might jinx myself like usual.
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As I sit here in my empty room
I wish there was someone I could call
To tell them I love them with all my heart
And know that I meant it all
There's someone I know I care for
And I think of her night and day
But when I ask myself do you love her with all your heart
The word yes is something I cannot yet say
My hopes are that she's wonderfull
That she's everything I want and more
But the doubts cloud my mind
And those feelings I can't ignore
I doubt that she really loves me
That she just thinks she does because she's far away
Because I'm all she has to hold on to
I'm what gets her by each day
What I fear is that when the day comes
That we start to let things begin
That she'll realize I'm nothing she expected
And I'll fail with love again
A Good Day Ruined
So today, I come home from work, wash up, warm up some dinner, and get ready to log into SWG. And I'm greated with this:
http://thejaxx.net/swg/index.phtml?path=Deuce%209%20Store&img=banned.jpg
During this moment of confusion, I check my email, nothing there as to why. I let a few friends know and everyone is like WTF!? Everyone that knows me in this game knows I am an honest player, someone that does not cheat, and that actually helps people out. I run a business in game that is quite successful and makes me quite a bit of credits.
About an hour later, I recieve this:
http://thejaxx.net/swg/index.phtml?path=Deuce%209%20Store&img=banned2.jpg
I”m floored. I honsetly cannot believe that they would figure I'm a cheater because of the amount of credits I have made in game. I send them an email telling them they must be mistaken as I have all the proof they could ever want in logs of where everyone of my credits have come from in sales. Now I can only wait.
During this whole fiasco,someone posted on the forums about this and this has caused quite an uproar from many people tha tknow me. But to be honest, I do'nt expect my accont to be un-banned as SOE has stated in the past they are never wrong and that cusomters are. For that, read this: http://forums.station.sony.com/swg/board/message?board.id=Ahazi&message.id=230353&page=1
