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the ones we need don't know we're there
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It's time I give in to what's been scaring me. Sorry for the whole repeating topic, but with any luck it will be the last time we have to worry about this.
Of course, I am talking about Danielle and that ray of hope deep within me that feels the friendship will get back to the way it once was. Ever since the fight I have had this hope that things will get better and I think… no I know that it was that which was tearing me up. All the desires I had for things to be the way they were, were what lifted me up just to be let down every time I saw that nothing had changed.
So from now on I'm giving up on the hope for us to ever be friends again, not that I won't welcome it if it does come back, but I won't be waiting for it. Of course even though I might never be her friend again I will always care for her and be there for her even if I'm not there with her.
So, I undergo this heart transplant in attempts to finally stop feeling bad of what I no longer have. I replace the heart that feels regret and remorse for what happen with a new one, wiping the proverbial slate clean. Maybe now I'll stop feeling empty and start looking at the things I do still have.
Here's hoping
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*The song I'm listening to*
And even though the moment passed me by
I still cant turn away
I saw the dreams you never thought you'd lose
Get tossed along the way
And letters that you never meant to send
Get lost or blown away
And now we've grown up orphans I'd never knew their names
We dont belong to no one thats a shame
You could hide beside me
Maybe for a while
And I won't tell no one your name..
And I won't tell em your name
The scars are souviners you'll never lose
The past is never far
And did you lose yourself somewhere out there?
Did you get to be a star?
And don't it make you sad to know that life
Is more than who we are?
You grew up way too fast
Now there's nothing to believe
And re-runs all become our history
A tired song keeps playin on a tired radio
And I won't tell no one your name…
And I won't tell em your name
I won't tell em your name…I won't tell em your name
I think about you all the time
But I don't need the same…
It's lonley where you are, come back down
And I won't tell em your name
