12.21.2003
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by Jaxx
i make a lot more sense in my head.
in my head, everything is planned out perfectly. i always know exactly what to say. i never stutter, i never search for words. my point is always crystal clear.
in my head, i am eloquent. i speak in pre-scipted monologue. my audience is always transfixed, and i have the perfect response to every possible question.
in my head, i am always right. my every action, no matter how extreme, is justified. my every word is truth.
but the second i open my mouth, i forget all my lines. i don't know what to do with my hands. and suddenly, i'm not so sure anymore.
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