WTF
I don't know if it's possible to change who you are or what your instincts tell you to do. I don't know if it's possible to take everything you feel inside you and willingly lay it out on the line for someone else. I don't know what to expect anymore or what I want.
I feel anxious and scared all the time. I want something to happen to make everything better again though I know in my heart nothing will be the same. I want to feel like it will get better and I did the right thing. I did do the right thing, but in my heart I know I am letting go of everything. I need to or I am not going to survive. I guess it was just a little harder than I thought it would be. But it's for the best.
Maybe now instead of daydreaming about what I need I can live for it truly.
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