05.15.2003

Almost a lifetime of
going nowhere
through all of the motions
it took to be me
No one to love me but I
didn't care
Had walls all around me and
I thought I was free

CHORUS:
'Til (And) you made me
see you're some kind
of light
Can't help but see such a
beautiful sight
you opened my eyes and
before I could blink
You had all of my vies
and I'm startin' to think
That you made me feel
that's all there is to it
You made me feel like
you knew I could do it
Put a heart where there's
nothing' and you made
me real
and that's just how you
made me feel

I must have been lonely
though I couldn't
have known
Love was the only thing I
was not looking for
Wandering aimless in a
world of my own
Pleasure and painless 'til
you opened the door

CHORUS

Just how you made me feel.

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05.11.2003

It’s been one week since she has left. And I miss her terribly. I wish she was back now so we could talk (which makes me smile a whole lot, least my face isn’t sore anymore from it), and carry on like we have been doing.

I am getting back into photography. Going to find me a really good camera, think I am going to go with a stock film one instead of a digital. You can see some of what I have done at http://thejaxx.deviantart.com. Its a really cool place. Seen alot of really nice photo’s and artwork. And if you goto my site archive you can now see what music I am listening to (if I have the server up and running) and even listen to it by clicking on the “Currently listening to” caption.

I know, not much of an update…. oh well.

If you stand in front of a mirror with 11 roses, you’ll see 12 of the most beautiful things in the world.

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05.07.2003

Bleh

by Jaxx

Lonely… Only gone two days and I miss her alot… :(

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05.05.2003

Gah!

by Jaxx

OMG! I got my hair cut and she didn’t even notice!!!!! :(

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05.05.2003

Look into your heart and tell me what you see.
Am I still on your mind; are you thinking of me?
Do you wake in the night and let out a sigh?
Do you whisper my name and wonder why;
I can’t be there with you tonight?
With you in my arms, holding you tight?

Do you believe in the miracle of Love
Do you believe in you
Do you believe in Love
Do you believe it could happen to you

Take me in your arms, don’t ever leave
With you in my arms, I’ll make you believe!
I believe in Love, always and forever.
I believe in us, you and I together.
I can’t believe Love is pain,
You have everything to lose and nothing to gain.
Tell me you believe and look into my eyes…
Do you believe… I’m not like the other guys?

Hold on tight, for I’ve given you my heart;
Heart and soul from the very start.
For your Love, I’ll wait forever
With all my heart, I believe we’ll be together.
Tell me you believe Love is bliss,
That you can believe in the magic of our first kiss.
Answer me one question, now, before I leave…
Tell me, Do You Believe?

The Dream <– Click on it Dork!

-j

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05.03.2003

i’m sorry we did not meet before him.
i wish i could have been.
i wish that every day.
your reflection is still a reflection of me.
you are the craving that goes unsatisfied.

-j

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