05.23.2003
Am I better off?
by Jaxx
I've had girlfriends. I've had my heart broken, each time. Maybe it's better this way.
There is someone who I want to make happy. And it's not about me. I could just admire this person for hours. For years. Forever. Maybe you know who it is. Maybe it doesn't matter.
Do you think you're better off alone?
No. But it's easier to say that I am. Every one of these conversations i've had lately scream 'please, someone take me and break my heart in two.. I need a reason to feel this awful. I need a reason to be better off alone.'
I am scared and i'm alone. Possibly the worst combination in the world. I don't need comforting. I don't need your sympathy. All I want is someone.
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